Friday, March 17, 2006

What Lies Hidden


How can three. . .little . . .simple. . .words cause so much anguish and pain. Come on, how hard can it be to get around three little simple words? Hidden inside this world of darkness, door locked, key on the outside, self imposed exile from happiness because of three little simple words. Will the beginning be the end? Will there be a day when everything will be a open book, where everyone will already know the ending of the story without ever having read the last line in the Book of Stephen? Will there ever be a day, my life will be an open pair of jeans, everything bared for the world to see?

14 comments:

dave in cleveland said...

ok dude where is the upbeat stephen we all know, yes dear boy there will be a day, but only when you are ready, i assume you are talking about coming out and that is a big freekin step, scary, but it should not have to be, someday people will realize that there is no difference in gay or straight, we are all still human beings with real feelings and that this thing we have was not chosen by us but its just who we are right down to the deepest core of our existence, yes stephen there will be a day and you will not beleive how the whole world looks when it happens....its awesome

Kelly said...

In due time...when you are ready...you will be able to bare all to the world...when YOU are ready...Happy St Patrick's Day!!!

Jamie said...

I'm with Dave....where is our Stephen?????????? And who are you???

Chin up, think positive and know that one day it will come. You will be the happiest ever and your life will be something people will envy!!

SMILE!!! IT'S FRIDAY!!

Mr. Brian said...

oh my. This is a very interesting picture...as well as a very PROFOUND statement. Um, is that you in the picture, or just a depiction of how you feel?

Brad said...

Oh well, the picture is upbeat, anyway. It certainly gives me happy thoughts!

Have a great weekend.

Hypoxic said...

I'll just say I hope so to your last sentence. And sooner rather than later. But it is your life and you have to figure out how to live it.

Good luck!

Dane said...

Hold on to hope, my friend, and always keep room for love.

and GREAT picture.

All the best,

woe said...

My friend, I know this post comes from the depth of your being. My sincerest hope, wish and belief for you is that, that day will come. You deserve it.

Spider said...

Stephen... hang in there my friend... there IS someone one out there for all of us... and ANY MAN who gets you will be one VERY LUCKY guy - what a catch you are buddy - articulate, cleaver, intelligent, sensitive and just an all around nice guy. I have NEVER heard you say anything negative about anyone - here or in any of the comments that you leave...

If you were in Florida, you WOULD have a stalker my dear...

Anonymous said...

By chance I stumbled across your blog and this post. I wanted to cry. It's as if you're describing me! I had to go back to your previous posts and read them all. More tears. I'm wearing the mask you're wearing - the path I've chosen. Or did I? So, in a very obscure way you are not alone. One day I will get the key to my door. You will get your key. And we will both be happy. Lots of love. P from SA

Sandouri Dean Bey said...

hot pic. nice post too.

Stephen said...

Three simple little words from Stephen: Love You Guys!

dave in cleveland said...

what we all want to know is.....is stephen ok.....??????? inquiring minds want to know......:)

Derek said...

big hugs going out to you, the big hairy ones.