Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Is It Time?















Well guys, I know it has been a few days since posting and I could say it was due to my hectic work schedule or perhaps my late night partying habits, or my even more exciting love life, but I can't. The truth of the matter is Stephen has been lost. . . lost somewhere inside himself these last few days. In fact, Stephen has been lost his entire life to himself and to his truth. Sitting here, thoughts racing, twisting, turning, swirling faster than the Kansas tornado that landed Dorothy into the Land of Oz. Stephen is wondering, Stephen is questioning, is it time?


The nurse steps into the room, "Stephen, it is time for your medication."

7 comments:

Six Shooter said...

Hey, if you need to talk, email me (you can get it off my blog). I'm recently out myself and would be willing to impart my infinite wisdom with you if you want.

I'll give you my phone number -- just not here. ;)

dave in cleveland said...

likewise buddy....if you need to e mail me and would try to help you through......when you feel as though it is time, then its time...you need to get on with life, stop the non-living...you know my e mail

jjd said...

thats funny, I just took my medicine too!

jetboy747 said...

Nurse? No one's ever called me that before.

Are you afraid of the Easter Bunny too? We could form a support group, if you want. I'll dress up like Dorothy.

Kelly said...

Take the medicine, it will help the pain go away...maybe not immediately, but it will go away and help bring brighter days...and if you have it with a Cosmo...hell, brighter nights are in your future...

seriously though...tough spot in life, but best to take a deep breath, pop the pill and get it over with, otherwise you will be beating yourself up and then it will start to show in you life in other ways with work, friends and family...people will know something is wrong and that leads to more questions and more hiding...shoot me an email if you would like...I came out several years ago to my very religous mother and at first it was not good, but now she buys my man xmas presents...

Rob said...

Dearest Stephen - you know that you are among friends here. And I am grateful that we are so close, you and I. I'm always here -- for a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, whatever. You are not alone - never alone - and don't ever forget that. Love you...
~Rob

woe said...

Stephen you are much loved, keep talking to us my friend.

I think is it time? is a far reaching question for you my friend. In a twisted way only time will tell.